Poet and anti-poet: The duality of Lawrence writer Jim McCrary - Interview
LISTEN TO ME WHILE
I DIE
Listen
to me while I die or not to me no different
Since
all will come before this finds the final rhyme
Or not
This has
nothing to do with the on going internet love fest
Called
today what’s left of verse which
It seems
has lasted
Longer
than mattered that’s for sure
But
those before me [the last of the past] were well aware
And
noted duly the fact that word died on
The page
and off [mostly self-inflected] by the likes
Of you and who is that/ you know/ the one left
standing
And
wondering how that came to pass
Which
only proves that some/not all/ not all
Will
continue the arcane and insidious so called attempt
To whip
up public interest [which has never really worked before]
And
anyone tells you that the verse ran the world in some mid age
Theatre
of lost actors who never were good enough to make it anywhere
But
England or rural France well then I have a pair of tights just your size
In the
back room and will kindly loan you a copy of the latest Harriet endorsed
Memoir
to read out loud at your local Burger Bar just to prove that the truth is that
There is
none left and beating anything to death
[imagine
all those periods]
Is
simply a cowards way out just ask I’ll wait
[as time
pisses and words fade the curtain will fall]
Going on
to write of lost wishes and found demands
Doesn’t
always equal notice or fame that is sometimes in demand
After
all is said and said again
Repeating
the same thing over until someone notices is what becomes
Stand up
in today’s poetry clubs that rampage through an urban maze
[just
ask Tills or one of his muttered partners on the links]
Which direction
anything new can take
And then
subtract 100 years of nonsense including the latest from both coasts
[and the
either world]
Of home
schooled laureates from states not admitted yet
Or is
this all just another way [another attempt]
At
backlog/clog/slog
[you
were taught that rhyme was awful old – no]
Anyway
the end is near (er) than you think it might be
Just
around a corner left to this
When
begun again then the end comes closer to hearing footsteps
And when you can hear the feet it’s time to
beat
[old
tune titles best used as fill to craft]
Closing
now as ever then
When we
lay away and feel the fur on bellies in bed beside us
Then time
come is time come no doubt that
we say
get up we mean only in the past scent left
But
future fortunes which might just be the only
Reward
for any of this is
Often
the only source found
[don’t
believe all you hear…or say]
Sound of
course the only way either one or another
Can find
a way to say just what it was become
So cute
how it works out in lines
Not
always the case as some so demand either sound or fury
Count
twice coming in and going out either way it is a grand way
To find
the lost piece of any lyrical swing along lifes
Grand
hiway and that is this for sure
Do not
count on any offers of future to cancel
Out the
moments lost to present fumbling
Left or
right is nice but not necessary for long term
[dropping
something just to hear it]
Content
uh content
We will
see that come from long far away to pass by in a
Micro
cloud digging its own grave
This is
done
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